" It comes randomly , " Hunter told GQ of the heartbreak she ’s experiencing .

Hunter Schaferis grieving the loss of her friend andEuphoriacostarAngus Cloud, who died in July 2023.

Euphoriawas Angus’s first major role, and he followed the breakout performance with several films, including posthumous appearances inThe LineandYour Lucky Day.

He also has a notable role in the upcominghorror filmAbigail, which will be released in theaters on April 19.

“I’ve never had a friend that I was that close to and that was my age pass before,” Hunter toldGQin an interview published on Tuesday.

Hunter and Angus starred inEuphoriaas the characters Jules and Fez. According to GQ, Hunter began to cry while discussing the late actor.

“It’s really surreal. It doesn’t make sense. And yeah, it’s new. It’s a new kind of grieving,” she said, before further detailing her grief.

“It comes randomly,” she said. “It will hit me when I’m on the fucking toilet. It’s really…I don’t know. Grief is fucking weird.”

Hunter added that Angus was a heartbeat on theEuphoriaset.

“People really fell in love with Angus,” she told the publication. “He was really one of the heartbeats ofEuphoria. It’s always the people that are just kind of a little too good for the world and a little too pure. He was a fucking angel. He was sunshine.”

Elsewhere in her interview, Hunter opened up abouther 2019 relationship with Rosalíaand herbreakup with Dominic Fike,anotherEuphoriacostar.

You can read Hunter’s full interview withGQhere.

Hunter in an off-shoulder gown with a flower detail posing for a photo

Angus Cloud in a patterned tuxedo with bow tie and lapel pin, posing for the camera on the red carpet

Angus smiling at the camera, wearing a printed shirt with a casual appearance

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A closeup of Hunter in a strapless gown with black gloves up to the elbows

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Four cast members from Euphoria posing together at an event, dressed in semi-formal attire

Hunter in a sheer outfit poses in front of a floral backdrop