“ I was mortified . "
Elle Kingdiscussed her drunkenDolly Partontribute for the first time.
In January, sheperformedat the Grand Ole Opry in Nashville as part of a concert in honor of Dolly’s 78th birthday. During her performance, Elle forgot the lyrics to Dolly’s “Marry Me.” She also told the crowd she was “fucking hammered.”
During an episode of Chelsea Handler’sDear Chelseapodcast, released on Thursday, Elleexplainedwhat happened on the night of the concert.
“I did a big no-no. I not only cussed onstage, hammered at the Grand Ole Opry, but it was Dolly Parton’s birthday, and the Opry was doing a Dolly Parton tribute,” Elle said.
“I had been going through something very heavy and traumatic in my life at the time,” she continued, “and that day was a really big day dealing with what I was going through — and that I’m still going through — and I suffer from, like, severe PTSD.”
Elle said she also hadn’t eaten or slept in days, which made her more “overwhelmed.” Plus, she wasn’t expecting to perform that much that day. “This other singer who was supposed to be the headliner backed out, like, three hours before, and they asked me if I would be the headliner,” Elle recalled.
“The first show [went] fucking perfect,” she said. “I take one shot too many, and I’m just not there in my body. I’m not there. I don’t remember it. I know now what I said. I said, ‘I’m Elle King, and I’m fucking hammered.’ I got the curtain dropped on me.”
Elle said she “totally, 100% dissociated” and blanked out what she said onstage but remembered getting backstage and “sobbing, like, ‘What have I done?'”
“I was mortified,” she continued. “I handwrote an apology letter to the Opry. I handwrote an apology letter to Dolly.”
She and Dolly also spoke a couple of days later. “She’s literally, like, proof that the angels exist,” Elle said of the country music legend. “She just gave me really kind words and told me, ‘Well, Dolly’s not mad at you. Why should I be?’ And made me laugh. That’s the kindness from women and the kind of stuff that I received that I’ll never forget because I wanted to fucking die.”
Dolly has also defended Elle in past interviews. In April, shetoldExtra, “Elle is really a great artist. She’s a great girl. She’s been going through a lot of hard things lately, and she just had a little too much to drink. So let’s just forgive that and forget it and move on because she felt worse than anybody ever could.”
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