“ Now , I ’ll be honest , some of the meme were comical . "

If you’re a fan of theDiary of a Wimpy Kidmovies, you know Charlie Wright, who played Rodrick in the film franchise’s fourth installment,Diary of a Wimpy Kid: The Long Haul.

I’m going to be totally honest with you:The Long Haul— which was, as of this writing, the final live-action installment in theWimpy Kidfranchise — was not a success. Critics didn’t like it, and it made $40 million worldwide off of a reported $20 million budget, which is not great by Hollywood standards.

To make matters worse, it sounds as if the film also had a pretty negative impact on Charlie’s career.

Ina recent YouTube videotitled “Life as #NotMyRodrick,” Charlie revealed that the backlash to his being cast as Rodrick turned into a meme that made pursuing a career in acting much, much harder. “Let’s just say that when the world found out I was playing Rodrick, they weren’t very happy,” he said.

Along with memes came hurtful messages and death threats, as well as the #NotMyRodrick hashtag. Charlie also revealed that hestillreceives death threats to this day.

“Do I have any hatred or anger towards people who participated in the #NotMyRodrick thing? No, I don’t," he said. “I did go through a depressive episode for almost three years afterwards and it kind of ruined my acting career, but I’m still alive. I’m still here.”

Charlie also said that the most difficult part of all the hate he received for playing Rodrick was “that I felt like I hadn’t really done anything to deserve it.”

“I just had to suck it up and deal with it. I had to kind of figure it out on my own, and, you know, it took me three years to finally let go and move on.”

You can watch Charlie’s entire videohere.

Charlie standing on red carpet wearing a black leather jacket, striped pants, and black shoes, hands in pockets

Charlie Wright / Viayoutube.com

The Heffley family from the movie, dressed in casual attire, looking forward curiously on grass by a road

Two kids from "Diary of a Wimpy Kid" stand at a fairgrounds, one eating a hot dog, the other carrying a backpack

Charlie in a skull graphic T-shirt and Jason Drucker in a striped shirt, standing outside near a cabin in the movie

Charlie in a leather jacket and cap holding a microphone and popcorn bucket

The family from the movie in a car, looking forward in shock or confusion, their faces and vehicle splattered with mud

A police officer interacts with two young boys by a lake, one wearing a "Chicago" T-shirt, the other in stripes