" I would cry and I would n’t desire to leave the house . "
This post contains discussion of eating disorders and body image struggles.
At this point, you knowChristina Applegatefrom tons of things.
If you’re a TV viewer of a certain age, you also know that Christina got her big break on the irreverent TV sitcomMarried… with Children, which aired for 11 seasons starting in 1987.
Onthe latest episode of Christina’sMeSsypodcastthat she cohosts withJamie-Lynn Sigler, the actor revealed that, while she was onMarried… with Children, she was also battling anorexia.
“I just deprived myself of food for years and years and years,” Christina said while talking about struggling with anorexia. “It was fucking torture.”
Christina, who also noted that she’s previously “never discussed” her eating disorder in public, revealed that her mother put her in the Weight Watchers program when she was just 15 years old, at the beginning ofMarried… with Children’s run.
“If I got down to 110 [pounds], she’d be like…‘How’d you do it?'” Christina recalled. “And the reason was, I had an eating disorder.”
“I would eat five almonds in a day. And if I had six, I would cry and I wouldn’t want to leave the house. And that stuck with me for years and years and years.”
“I wanted my bones to be sticking out, so I didn’t eat,” Christina added while discussing the revealing outfits that she often wore on the show. “It was very scary to everyone on set because they were like, ‘Christina never eats.’ They talked to me about it.”
Christina also revealed that, at one point, the show’s wardrobe had to start taking in size zero dresses because she’d lost so much weight. “But to me, I was enormous,” she recalled.
Christina also said that she was able to gain control over her eating disorder in her 30s — but that she’s also struggled with body image in her battle with MS. “The demon in my head is coming back really loud, and it’s scaring me,” she said. “I need to be aware of it so I don’t start falling into bad habits of hurting myself.”
Christina also addressed the remark she made at the 2023 Emmys earlier this year, where she referred to herself as “body not by Ozempic” — a reference to the popular diabetes type 2 drug that some (including celebrities) have turned to for weight loss.
“I made jokes at the Emmys because…it was like I could see what they were thinking…and I was so humiliated,” she explained. “The demon is saying these things to me.”
Christina ultimately expressed a determination to make sure her daughter Sadie grows up with different messaging around body image issues than she did.
“I don’t want my daughter to see me not eat,” she said. “I’ve been really clear about…trying not to put myself down…I have bad self-esteem issues and have my whole life. I don’t want that for my kid.”
You can listen to the entire episodehere.
TheNational Eating Disorders Associationhelpline is 1-800-931-2237; for 24/7 crisis support, text “NEDA” to 741741.
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